Think of the good stuff

So I am sitting here thinking about how depressed I am going to be when I get home. I knew that I was going to be sad, but now I am just thinking of how much I am really going to miss it out here. I should not have met someone. The worst part is that he is absolutely perfect for me. Everything in a guy that I am always hoping for, but on the other hand on the weekends he does a lot of stupid shit like immense drinking and some variations of drugs. So, I guess what I am learning and taking home with me is what I want in a guy, minus a few major attributes. I have had so much fun hanging out with him it is ridiculous.
My birthday was amazing. Heather, Sam, Abel, Anthony, and I walked down the street to this awesome fresh fish place. We had prawns and dori fish and muscles. Prawns are HUGE shrimp, they are pretty scary actually. Heather kissed one just to be gross:) We took it all down to the beach and sat and ate it together. It was so great. They even snuck and bought me a chocolate creme roll when I was right there and I had no idea! We all just laid on the beach and thought of what an awesome time were having all together in Australia. I look like a total hippie.
The night before we had cooked the boys a huge dinner because it was Abel's last weekend. He had to move back up to Airlie beach because there is no work here for a carpenter at the moment. I made them chicken rice and lots of sauteed veggies to put on top. We lit candles and drank some wine and it was amazing. After dinner the song Somewhere Over the Rainbow by Israel Kamakawiwo'ole was playing on the ipod. Pampy got me up and we slow danced together to it. Heather and Sam noticed that I was on the verg of tears and quickly joined it to make it a slow dance party with Abel coming soon after. The five of us are a perfect match together. Before Abel left we sang as loud as we could "Now I've had the time of my life, and I owe it all to you" from the movie dirty dancing. We even taped it. We are all really going to miss Abel.
That Friday night we went to Brisbane to see a show and it was really fun. Partying in the city is so different from partying here in Mooloolaba.
This weekend on Friday night we took the bus and train south to the Gold Coast. It took 6 hours to get there but it was totally worth it. We went out to some crazy clubs and did even crazier things on the walk there and on the beach. IT was so fun. Then after 2 hours of sleep, Heather, Sam and I went out to the beach to catch some rays. Well, on the way there we got side tracked by this wonderful dress shop. 200$ and 4 dresses later we made it out to the sun. It was so breath takingly beautiful. The sun was so strong that we were getting burnt with in minutes. We came back Saurday night because we didn't want the hassle on Sunday when we hae so much work to do. And that was a very good thing since it took us 7 hours to get back! Yuck transfering busses.
I think that I am going to be so sad because right now I am constantly surrounded by two amazing girls. Its so nice to have two people with you all the time that are so amazing. When I get home I wont have any of my friends any more. Jenn moved to China. Cassie is at Cornell. Laura got a job teaching up in Saranac Lake (which is awesome by the way). Emma is at Ithaca. Eliana is in Florida. Ancolie has 3 boys under the age of two. And Rob will be back at school. It will be really cool to hang out with mom and all, but its just not the same. I am looking for different types of jobs right now, like nannying and tutoring so that I can be kinda flexible and hopefullymake some quick cash. I don't even know where to live. I want to move away, I just don't know where to yet. I will hoefully get some good pictures up. I'll work on it.